Now again

I get this feeling again. The feeling of me being replaced with someone new. Someone smarter, cuter, sweeter, funnier, amazing and adorable.
I can easily be replaced. Afterall we're humans. We really are the most horrible spieces there is. We hurt each other all the time, killing our own kind...
Your love hurts, so fucking much!
I can't satisfy you in any way and there's plenty out there who can. Why stick with me?
Are you waiting for someone extra to become available?

Damn it

High and low

I feel sadness, loneliness, hurtful, weak, forgotten.
All those things I feel is not because of a bunch of people or few. It's all about this one girl.
Why can't she see her actions infront of her. Think twice before she acts.
It hurts so much and it makes me feel so lonely. I knew the sweet and nice her in the beginning... But now I can see clearly that she's an entirely another person. Just put the effort into the person you like in the beginning and then show youself afterwards... It doesn't work that way. Damn it.

I feel so lost and angered.
The feelings I keep inside is hurtful
It hurts everybody around me.
It makes me think
about appreciation.
Young people has lost the touch
There's nothing they appreciate anymore
I'm not the kind of person
Just release me from this world of pain
I know now that it's hard to live by you principles
That you have to compromise just to survive and evolve.
But you have to have support by special people
I found mine, they were perfect
But something went wrong...

I don't even know what I'm writing about anymore. It's a grief...
Sometimes I wonder if I regret it.

Sleepwalker

I feel like a scatterd memory, Pieces flewn all over the place.
My memory's geting worse night by night.
They're about me and you but the painful is that I can't any longer see us.
The connection seems to worsen and words sounds like mumble.
You're over there, there, there and there. You're eveywere
But i'm not the one I fear you're with. I'm the person in the middle
The middle-thing that's never satisfied you.
You're in the middle of a search and i'm you're plan B
I can't sleep at night because my dreams has turned into nightmares
They're about me and you but the painful is that I can't any longer see us.

Sleepwalker 2

Damn it, I can't sleep at night. The reason is beyond my grasp
I can't set my finger on what's wrong.
Everything seems to be on the edge of a cliff. Someones about to fall
Somehow my feelings are geting stronger and filled with hatred
I think i'm the one that's about to fall
Is there anybody there to help me when I fall
Is there anybody there to catch me when I fall
I sense a presence, but it's fading.
I'm about to hit the ground but i'm not falling.
I feel that there is something wrong,
Because I can't sleep at night and the reason is beyond my grasp.